What an odd and interesting metaphysical novel! Told primarily in the second person, this tale of magical realism flits between fantasy, science fiction and the everyday as it explores what it means to truly be in charge of your own life.
The “you” addressed in this novel is the frustrated, fake-it-till-you-make-it everyperson (tho tends to skew, in my reading, as male.) Pressured by family to succeed at capitalism, You blow a coveted job interview by being fearful of authenticity. Depressed, obsessing over minutiae and living on a friend’s couch, You stumble across a strange storefront while taking a walk one day. At first repelled by the sign saying (more or less) “Captains Wanted”, You eventually make your way inside, and begin a journey towards enlightenment that You’d never imagined possible.
What struck me most about this short but meaty novel — it took me a while to get through it, honestly, because there was so much to think about! — was the way in which Andres Schabelman incisively gets to the heart of what’s wrong with so much of modern existence today. We’re so preoccupied with how we look to others that we don’t stop to consider how we truly feel and why that matters, not only to our own health but to society’s. Does society really need more people lying through their teeth about how happy and competent they are, so as not to let others see their vulnerability? Or do we as a people need to learn to extend empathy and kindness to both ourselves and to others?








